Why Am I so sad?







 Sadness is a feeling — it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have. Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.

Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.

This past few days  I'm on in stage of feeling sad , alone and feeling down, of course  everyone gets sad , in my case I'm getting disappointed to the person giving my trust and love  .. the person  who  i needed most.. is the person who hurting me.. .he explain  about what happen and I'm trying to understand him .. and the only thing in my mind is my son ...i can't stop crying that time, so speechless ...he's not saying sorry but  he wanted to be a good person, he didn't want to suffer our own family, he didn't want intentionally to hurt me... but then  i forgive him, I'm thankful coz my family & friends been there always although they don't know what's happening in me. I can totally understand how to opinions of others really can influence us, whether we realize it at first or not in our worries/troubles and be a better person.. thank you lord for letting me know and I'm hoping and trying to accept the situations.                                

life we always search for answers because we want to prove ourselves that we had the right decisions,

but the truth is we can't search for what's not there, things happen because they are meant to happen.

that's why we forgive people, even if they hurt us, we love people who don't love us and we smile despite every painful crash in our hearts, at the end of the day, the lesson you get are the answers to your decisions.

That is all i have to say for now, i do hope tomorrow will be better.