a special day for me

Sunday night was a great day because i celebrate my birthday with my family and friends although my hubby is in abroad nalimutan na naman niya .. my hubby didn't greet me on my birthday!!! its so unfair but i know he's so busy sa mga project kaya i called to remind him na lang "its my birthday swit" and what's now hmp! since pa naman masyado na siyang malilimutin kahit in our anniv or birthday ng son namin , gosh ano ba ito! he apologize naman.. back to me, we met again with my high school friends so before the celebration comes, i plan to cooked carbonara and baked lasagna for my sister-in-law because of her request, so i went to the store to buy the ingredients, simple meals i know they definitely love.



the ingredients to prepare for carbonara & baked lasagna
i forgot to take pictures of finished baked lasagna



a great dinner time with zeny,dezz,venus and anna

i also prepare carbonara, lumpiang toge, inihaw na tilapia and some pipino and mangoes

  

a gift from my long time friend jona

then start the session

                                                   

then a little get-together celebration w/ high sch. friends and everybody's favorite videoke!

thanks for the wonderful time guys ...

sino na-mimiss mo today ?

lol...im beginner in this blog kaya just want to try how to upload this picture in my blog.. very interesting and that's it nagawa ko

OA noh' hihihi .. censya na ...  miss ko lang swit ko ..

aside in this pic nakakatuwa lang !! naaalala ko lang mga happy moments namin nung mag-on pa lang kami ..how i wish sana makauwi na siya .. eto lang muna for now ahihihi!!!!

2nd hand bike ...

Before the holyweek comes,  Ken & I together w/ his cousins planning for riding a bike near in subdivision .. but sadly ken's bike is need for repair ayaw umikot ang gulong, my brother saw & who usually make butiting this bike said that he need this parts, so i went in a bicycle store and find the parts . there's no stock that we're looking for, sa ibang store uli  ako pumunta said faceout na daw' gosh!! ..nalungkot naman ang bebe ko.. wala din akong magawa...what will i do? 

ken and his 2nd bike



that time umalis din ang kuya w/ his wife and accidentally they saw na my binebentang 2nd hand bike near in vulcanize shop, cost 400php. may discount pa! my kuya went there to check if ok pa , me konting problem  din sa gulong pero maayos agad and mafi-fix din yung break  nde na ako nag- second thoughts, grab ko na siya agad,   my son is really happy when dala-dala na ng tito nya yung bike  and ready to ride ....

bago siya matuto in his own way dami munang nyang galos sa paa,tuhod, binti, wawa naman bebe ko kaya ayannnn everytime na mgpa-practice kami i make sure na suot nya yung jogging pants nya para less sugat...And finally marunong na din!! galing ng ken koh...

baclaran church

Nung bata pa ako naalala ko sinasama ako ng mother ko sa baclaran i remember before ka makapunta sa church makikita mo napaka daming tao sa paligid every street ..andyan ang siksikan at dumaraan na sasakyan, sidewalk vendors and lot of people trying to find the cheapest clothings, shoes, bags and other personal items such as school and office supplies and some religious items like rosary and others. The problem here is how are you planning to go to the church, by commuting or driving ? Either way was worst because of the heavy traffic that you would encounter pero ngayon with the help ng mga taong nasa mataas na pamumuno napansin din nila ang sikip na papunta sa simbahan , malaki na ang pinagbago ng mga kalsada doon may kanya kanyang pwesto ang bawat vendors wala ng nagtitinda mismo dun sa daanan .., usually pag pumunta kmi sa baclaran church kapag nagce- celebrate kami ng birthdays or in any occasions sa family .... like now birthday ko hehe, gusto ko lang magpasalamat sa kanya sa lahat ng blessing na dumating sa buhay ko,  nasa baclaran church kami kasama mother ko and  im here again kasama ko son ko sabi ko sa kanya na always remember papa jesus and the same time to teach him how to pray as well...  


share ko lang sa'yo,tutal birthday ko naman..
my birthday prayer.

Thank you, God, for giving me another year of life.
Thank you for all the people who remembered me today
by sending cards, and letters, gifts and good wishes.

Thank you for all the experience of this past year;
for times of success which will always be happy memories,
for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you,
for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to you.

Forgive me
for the hours I wasted,
for the chances I failed to take,
for the opportunities I missed this past year.
Help me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet,
and through it to bring good credit to myself,
happiness and pride to my loved ones,
and joy to you. Amen.

Holy week

Inaala-ala ng buong sambayanang Pilipino ang Semana Santa kahit pare-pareho ang paniniwala, may pagkakaiba pa rin ang mga ritwal na isinasagawa, depende sa simbahan, bayan, o ang mga taong may kinalaman dito. Ngayon is Good Friday is the day that Jesus died for us. Then 3 days later (Easter) is the day he came back to life, for all his sacrifice na ginawa ni lord for us dahil sa pagmamahal nya para sa atin at buong sanlibutan, inako nya lahat ang mga kasalanan ng tao upang tayo ay mailigtas.. for me eto ang aking nalalaman ... i want to share this moment pagpaunta namin i'm awake at 2:00 o' clock in the morning preparing coffee and some bread para may energy ako to start the day. Every time kasi pag dumadating ang semana santa hinde nawawala ang panata namin na mag-lakad start in our house going to landayan church along with my family, sadyang nakasanayan na namin. Habang kami ay naglalakad with my family hinde mo mapapansin ang pagod kasi marami kayo and marami ka ding makikita na nglalakad yung ibang group nga pauwi na ..so nung malapit na kami sa church around 3:30am, first makikita mo ang dami ng tao nagkalat sa daan and ibat-ibang mga paninda and Here we are sa home ni god, nakarating kami ng safe . thank you lord..

i thank god so much for all the blessing he give on us and to guide my family always and for every decision we made pls. help us lord , alam ko marami din akong nagawang kasalanan sa kanya , lord forgive me ...

i just wanna share this pictures I've seen..


start na ng misa..



sa mga naniniwala at sumasampalataya sa knya, pila papunta kay lolo uweng.




lolo uweng



sell colored candles

Muli huwag po tayong makakalimot sa kanya, be thankful because hinde nya tayo pinababayaan in good times and bad times. God is always there.

nakakamiss maging bata...

Ano kaya ang masarap gawin ngaun summer? Summer is the perfect month for us specially sa mga kids, this is the  important day for them kasi walang pasok, no homeworks, no worries  and puro laro lang ..this summer grabe  parang ayoko ng ngang  lumabas ng house dahil pag lumabas ka tagaktak na  pawis ang makukuha mo , for now masarap kumain ng  halo-halo, ice cream, ice candy that kids loves too.. it's a very refreshing ... hayyzz  nakakamiss talaga maging bata  walang problems , walang  inaalala, walang hassle  and free... everybody is happy!



having fun in mini pool  

 while i'm enjoying to see them ,  its really feel the happiness

seeing their smile and hearing their laugh, tapos yung eyes nila ang saya-saya, sarap ng feeling, nakakatanggal ng pagod

actually madami sila dyan dahil bonding uli sila, hirap nilang awatin sa pool waaahh my little one nagdive pa nga hihihi.. and ofcourse don't forget to served a healthy snacks  for them, we try na kumain sa dahon ng saging with rice and inihaw na baboy and they love it.. how about next weekend kaya? at the beach?  love it ....

Pagsubok....

PAGSUBOK minsan ang kinakanta ng aking hubby lalo na sa videoke , bakit kaya ? one of the song na favorite niya is this song , napaganda at masarap pakinggan ang boses nya habang kinakanta niya ito and masasabi mo sa mga lyrics totoo ang mga nilalaman ... sa mga lyrics nito may nagpapayo ... habang kinakanta ko parang nagiging matatag ang loob ko na harapin ang mga problema.. ganun din kaya siya ? ngayon hinde lang siya isang kanta para sa akin , ito ay pagsubok para sa amin...


PAGSUBOK
(orient pearl)

Isip mo'y litong lito
Sa mga panahong nais mong maaliw
Bakit ba bumabalakid
Ay ang iyong mundong ginagalawan
Ang buhay ay sadyang ganyan
Sulirani'y di mapigilan
Itanim mo lang sa 'yong pusong
Kaya mo yan....

[Chorus:]
Pagkabigo't alinlangang
Gumugulo sa isipan
Mga pagsubok lamang 'yan
Huwag mong itigil ang laban
Huwag mong isuko....at 'yong labanan
Huwag mong isiping ikaw lamang
Ang may madilim na kapalaran
Ika'y hindi tatalikuran
Ng ating Ama na Siyang lumikha
Hindi lang ikaw ang nagdurusa
At hindi lang ikaw ang lumuluha
Pasakit mo'y may katapusan
Kaya mo 'yan....

[Chorus]

Hindi lang ikaw ang nagdurusa
At hindi lang ikaw ang lumuluha
Pasakit mo'y may katapusan
Kaya mo 'yan....
Pagkabigo't alinlangang
Gumugulo sa isipan
Mga pagsubok lamang 'yan
Huwag mong itigil ang laban
Huwag mong isuko....at 'yong labanan
Huwag mong isuko....at 'yong labanan
Pagkabigo't alinlangang
Gumugulo sa isipan
Mga pagsubok lamang 'yan
Huwag mong isuko ang laban

Since the day about what happened to us , maraming nabago , maraming iniisip, maraming tanong ? maraming pag-uusapan , now he’s in abroad nagwoworry ako sa kanya .. kung papaano at hanggang kelan matatapos ang aming pagsubok, mahirap tanggapin ngunit kailangan mong gawin unti-unti intindihin ang taong matagal mo ng kasama sa buhay ngunit nabago lahat , lahat ng mga pangarap mo, nabago kahit ang aking pagtingin ... hinde ko sukat akalain na sasaktan ka pala at eto ang pinaka masakit na nangyare sa akin... alam ko hinde lahat ng relasyon ay perpekto ..nobody is perfect kung ako man nagkakamali din... ngunit sa buhay ng tao hanggang nabubuhay may pag-asa ,hanggat kaya kakayanin... wala man akong maisulat sa aking blog ngayun dahil blanko ang isip ko , gusto kong umiyak, gusto kong isigaw, gusto kong magalit ... sapat na siguro ang nais kong iparating sa kanya, sana maunawaan nya rin ...hiling ko po lang sa poong maykapal na sana bigyan po kami ng sapat na lakas , tatag ng loob na harapin ang pagsubok na ito alang-alang sa aming pamilya . Kayanin ko po lahat. ..sana maging matahimik at maayos muli....

Why Am I so sad?







 Sadness is a feeling — it's one of the many normal human emotions, or moods, we all have. Sadness is the emotion people feel when they've lost something important, or when they have been disappointed about something, or when something sad has happened to them or to someone else. When they're lonely, people often feel sad.

Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.

This past few days  I'm on in stage of feeling sad , alone and feeling down, of course  everyone gets sad , in my case I'm getting disappointed to the person giving my trust and love  .. the person  who  i needed most.. is the person who hurting me.. .he explain  about what happen and I'm trying to understand him .. and the only thing in my mind is my son ...i can't stop crying that time, so speechless ...he's not saying sorry but  he wanted to be a good person, he didn't want to suffer our own family, he didn't want intentionally to hurt me... but then  i forgive him, I'm thankful coz my family & friends been there always although they don't know what's happening in me. I can totally understand how to opinions of others really can influence us, whether we realize it at first or not in our worries/troubles and be a better person.. thank you lord for letting me know and I'm hoping and trying to accept the situations.                                

life we always search for answers because we want to prove ourselves that we had the right decisions,

but the truth is we can't search for what's not there, things happen because they are meant to happen.

that's why we forgive people, even if they hurt us, we love people who don't love us and we smile despite every painful crash in our hearts, at the end of the day, the lesson you get are the answers to your decisions.

That is all i have to say for now, i do hope tomorrow will be better.

warek-warek (ilokano food)

Yesterday napagod ako .. share ko lang about our family business,  we have our own carinderia ni nanay, bale since birth eto na ang business ng aking parents dito kami nabuhay and nagkaisip.. i have 4 siblings, si nanay ang cook while i'm the helper hehe since I'm a SAHM i do lot of things, andyan yung nagfofold ng tissue, nagpupunas ng lamesa, wipe all the dirts, nagwawalis sa labas, naglalagay ng sili sa bote ng suka, hot water sa spoon & pork, nagdidilig ng plants, and so on ..dami pah...(masipag tayo) and so yesterday talaga is busy day kasi every friday lang nyong specialty namin here  the menu for the day is "warek-warek"..eto kasing food na ito maraming preparations bago maluto....

lutong bahay

every Friday paglunch time na napunta sila here sa place namin and order warek-warek w/ soup and rice ... o diba... nakakataba ng puso kasi pag friday pumupunta pa sila kahit napakalyo ng place nila meaning satisfied and nasasarapan sila sa food na hinahanda ni nanay  ... Lutong bahay talaga. Mission accomplish!

warek-warek sometimes called "dinakdakan" is an Ilocano food. It is usually made of grilled pig head and face,similar to sisig, warek-warek it is served as an appetizer for those who love drinking liquor but it is equally good as an ULAM...



-papakuluan muna ang baboy
-tatanggalan ng mga buto
-saka iihawin
-iprepare ang sibuyas na puti and dahon ng sibuyas and
-prepare for the sauce ...suka ,patis, paminta,luya and  sili na tinadtad.
- and lastly ang nagpapasarap nito ay pinakulong utak ng baboy at
 haluin lahat ang mga sangkap.

happy fiesta

This was the first time na we plan together to visit our relatives in silang cavite , it's great to see na daming tao na naki fiesta din, ang daming makakain  most especially sa dessert yummy,  nakakatuwa lahat ng pagkain nandun and kailangan lahat ng mga house ng mga tito's and tita's mapupuntahan .. grabe sobrang busog na kami  kaya yung last house na pinuntahan namin tamang tikim-tikim na lang hehe bonding with all our cousins  and lola at sa aming pag-uwi dami ding pabalot hehe..really we have a great time sa sobrang kabusugan.

thanks to all my tita's ..



first house pa lang toh, next sa kabila naman.